Wednesday, December 13, 2006

H to the C U T I . . .!

its semester break for almost 2 months (though im not happy cause it was suppose to be 3 months)... and i can summarize one thing... i have been going out every night!! may it be just to lepak, chill, yum cha, dinner, clubbing... in a way, i dont feel right. spending money like running water too! that sucks!! recently, was at the MET 10 awards with Jo Ann, Kay and Jolene. had 3 tequilla shots (which by the way was pretty reasonable, priced at RM17/each).... money gone down to my liver... this saturday would be Michelle's birthday celebration in Seremban. money gone down to my liver, again! chilling at starbux just for the internet.... money down to my liver, again and again...! dammmitt.... im WHINY!! LoL!

Christmas is approaching fast. presents presents presents to buy. headache! so who deserves to get a present for Chirstmas... time to get my list out... so you think you have been a good boy / girl... let me know. i shall analyze and conclude. =O)

also recently, i went for a job interview at SIL, pretty near my old office at VIBES. didnt get what i wanted as Kelvin from VIBES gave SIL my number cause they wanted freelancers. during the interview, i showed my work and he said he wanted freelancers from January onwards... dangg it! anyway, he told me to find him as soon as i graduate. hmmm... good news? bad news? judge me!... =O)

i cant believe i'll be missing the Paris trip because of nothing. at first, there was something... and then... NOTHING! college said that internship was compulsory... and then... it wasnt!! pathetic!! and until today, college didnt call me for any interviews when i said it was ok if it wasnt compulsory. wtf!! and because of all these, i told my mom to postpone the Paris trip... arghhhhh!!! *wooooosahhhhhhh*

friends on the other hand... lets start with Amy. her engagement is OFF. sad but true. some shit happened between her and her bf and its a goner now. shes doing fine i guess... ups and downs. i guess shes more worried about her semester more than anythign else. you go girl!!
Emma is currently working now at her brother's company. good fer her! glad and happy. can still enjoy too... going to islands with her friends. oh man... 6 chiqs on the beach... in bikinis! LoL! what a sight to behold of. hehehe.
Nita , still getting drunk every night??
Nik , enjoy life to the max i guess... getting accepted back into his group of friends from Shah Alam. tough aint it boy? muahahah!
Jo Ann's brother recently was admitted to the hospital for dengue. poor bugger... thank God hes out of hospital now. its all up to him now... carry on with life just the way you like it. you will be fine aight man!
the rest are doing well i guess. if you are not... i pray for the best. enjoy la for God's sake.

i also went for A1 Grand Prix with Kay. it was 2 years in a row for me and the first time for Kay. it was cool. took lotsa pics and vids too. both of us saw the damages of a front wing probably belonging to team Aussie on the gravel, held by a Marshall. i wanted it but hey, as if we can get it la. next thing i notice, a father and son was holding that very same front wing i saw. WTF!! arent they supposed to recycle it since it is carbon fiber?!?!?! mahal ohhhhhh!! big L on the forehead! *sigh*

i guess life is pretty alright with me now. kinda trying to enjoy it as much as i can before the new semester starts. and so... till i return... cheerio!!

L I F E . . .

a tale of 3....


CHOPSTICKS!!


yup yup... i was at SS2 with Jo Ann having our fried la la and some other seafood.... i think.... and here it appears ... a fresh new pair of chopsticks turned out to be a triple delight. ok, that didnt rhyme or even sound right. and yeah.... its just funny... weird... anyone had the same experience as me? konon la my experience is like so amazing or somehting. LoL...!!!

T H R E E ' S A C R O W D . . .

indeed...

P-O-Y-O

what the fark word is that?!?!? ok ok... i know it sounds stupid but its still a word, normally used by Malays to stressed out your stupidity/ignorance/face. ok, its not a word... to be precise... its a slang. hmmmm....
*feels stupid*

P O Y O ! !

Friday, November 24, 2006

finally.....!!

FINALLYY..!! I'M back! yup, after a long time away from blogging.. i guess i can say that i am back... but for how long.. that im not sure. as you all know, im out of cyberjaya now... no more internet connection at home... only dial up... yes, its DIAL UP!! soo... basically im currently in cyber now... in E-25-A, my second home... also soon to be a goner. sad, pitiful... oh well...

guess what.... IM DONE!! ... with this semester of course.... AKHIRNYA!! semuanya telah dihantar kepada guru-guru saya. it had been an exhausting month... frantically tring to finish up my work, help out my friends and so forth. and my reward for finishing everything up.... i guess it would be a MUCH NEEDED drinking session... pssstt... i had a few drinking sessions already before i completed my semester. LoL. i guess you can say that i just need a break from school now. chilling, relaxing... enjoying life more than before. its a good thing... IM SURE!

well, i would love to say farewell to me "bestfriend".. NANITA INEZ PALENCIA. shes done with LUCCT, and will be returning to SAbah on Monday, of which i will be sending her to the airport. im surely gonna miss ya... those drinking sessions, those sharing of a ciggie... those money-less moments.... those bitchy feelings... all the best in Aussie... of which i shall see you there too. we shall meet (and hopefully) before you fly your lil frame of yours to Aussie aight mate? *huGGiez*

NEWS FLASH! i'll be in Sunway more often than you think now friends! hahahhaa! so so.. feel free to calling calling me to go out lepak yumcha chill ok? brilliant!

me bestfriend Amy... engagement is near. yup, yes ppl. shes getting engage in January next year.. on the 6th to be precise. so happy and proud of you. you know im always there for you when you need me ya! take it easy with your final sem... dont stress yorself out... cause you know you can never work things out when you are too stress out! take care ok! and makan makan senam senam. =O)

i have this tiny lil gut feeling that things next year will change alot.friends will be missing in action... i wonder how life is when all these happens. as for me, life will be back at full swing in Sunway.... no more crazy staying up all night playing PS2 watching TV chit chatting chilling lepak kinda things. hmmmm... something to ponder on... on life... well well, a new year... a new resolution, a new hope.

lets celebrate Chirstmas first....!

H O H O H O H O . . . ! !

Saturday, October 28, 2006

days are numbered...

my bachelorhood living days are numbered... yup! i will not be staying in my bachelor home anymore starting from next month. say goodbye to my cyber home, D-8-A. housemates are all going their own direction and ditto. furthermore, next semester will only take up 2 days of classes a week... and i guess i will be travelling up and down. no more late nights hanging out at my second home, E-25-A.... watching TV, playing PS, chilling with me friends, staying up all night doing work... well, i guess a change is good. who knows... there are always pros and cons.

semester is ending in like 2 weeks.
my work is half past six.
red alert button has already been pressed.
panic stricken.
stressed up with everything.
aaaarrrrrgggghhhh...!!!

my semester break wont be much fun... no holidaying for me. why? cause its compulsory to work for the 2 months break as an INTERN! sigh... there goes my Paris trip... maybe the Cambodia trip is up in smoke too. sigh... will be waiting which company the college will chuck me in... or i would be findingmy own... and my choice would be back to VibesComm. hehe. easy way out for me i guess. but before i start to worry bout INTERNship... i have the remaining of my semester to worry about. so so... i shalt not worry bout what is ahead, but worry about what is infront.

R E D A L E R T

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

The Used - All That Ive Got

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

beh kun...!

thats in hokkien. in english is called sleepless/cant sleep/insomnia... and that is how i am feeling now. just cant seem to sleep. nowadays, for the past few weeks, i have been sleeping late. i dunno why... maybe because its the late night tv watching at E25A... anyway, lets bitch bout my life...

college is catching up now... i mean the semester is ending, i guess. since there is already one final assignment to be passed up 2 weeks from now. that would be the tvc for NTV7. its about UNICEF, children's rights.when its done, i will post it up for you guys aight. the chosen finalists will be aired on NTV7 and also UNICEF's website. no no, we dont get prizes or money... its just an assignment that we are assigned to. no big deal. yes, we are being used. ANYWAY, when this is done, i would have like 3 more assignments to be done... 1 would be a music video, compositing 3D into video and also an interactive website. busy busy busy bee. yeah, u gonna hear a lot about my bitching as days past.

friends have been great. very supportive and helpful. really appreciate you guys! to those claims to be my friend... THANK YOU + warm hug! to those who claims to be my enemy... thank you too. keep trying...
emma, take care ok. thats all i can say. sincerely, your bro.
amy, i read your blog... and pls, stop calling me Pak Bulus. tak sedap laaaaa! really sweet words you got there. thank you so much. i love you too! thanks for being such a wonderful friend and also for being there for me. BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! =O)

life has a purpose to it...
as you live it, you will know...
how wonderful it is, especially when you dont notice it...
and how magical it is, especially when you notice it...

life is demanding...
life is... NOT you...
when you take control of life...
you will then notice that it is better left alone...
live it!...

when you have friends, you have foes...
when you have life, you have love...
when you have nobody, you have the world...
looking right back at you...
telling you...
Oiiiii!... tidur lahhhh!!! being a poet now issit?!?!? SLEEEEEEEEP!!!



z z Z Z Z z Z z z Z Z Z Z z z z . . .

Thursday, September 14, 2006

56 of 125

got this from Friendster... would you consider ALL these actions CRAZY?? you make the call. well, its FRIENDSTER... no surprise.. anyway... enjoy it...



Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) did Mary Jane

( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted

( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight

Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
(x) slept with a co-worker (LITERALLY!)
(x) seen someone/something die


Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER
friends
( ) been to Paris (SOON!)
( ) been to Spain
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking


Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by

( ) made a snow angel (AINT THAT DIFFICULT?)

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle

( ) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school


Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle accident

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost

( ) been to the opposite side of the world (AND WHERE'D THAT BE??)
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying


Level 16
( ) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colored pencils/markers (IN SHORT, ART!)
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins


Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) kissed in the rain

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach


Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey (HOW SICK CAN YOU GET?!?!?!)

Level 20
( ) worn pearls
(x) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
( ) swimming with dolphins

Level 22
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish
( ) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Sat on a roof top

Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night

Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had/been in a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone (THE ORIGINAL 'THE EXORCIST', NOT A COOL THING TO DO AT 1AM)

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have/had more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail

C R A Z Y , I T S E E M S ! ! !

Sunday, September 10, 2006

hillarious *full stop*

on thursday, 7th September, i had a great time. maybe i can put it as fantastic... or it should be fabulous... OK, watever it is, it was hillarious! Nik, Ira, Jo Ann and me headed to The Actor's Studio in Bangsar SHopping Center and watched the ever-so-good ACTORLYMPICS! as far as i know, it was I and Jo Ann's frist time there. no wait, i been there, Jo Ann's the noob. but it was still our first time watching the ACTORLYMPICS. our seats were not bad as well, knowing that we got it for student price; it was RIGHT in front of the stage, 3rd row to be exact. the actors were Afdlin Shauki, Douglas Lim, Joanna Bessey, Reza Salleh and also Razif (no idea how it spells and who is he). ACTORLYMPICS is an improvised version of Drew Carey's "Whose Line Is It Anyway?" those familiar with Whose Line will definitely know the excitement it holds. not only it is an improvised show, it is MADE IN MALAYSIA! they had quite a number of games, namely FREEZE.. and... shit, i dont remember the rest! anyway, the whole show was strictly 18PL, it should be. it is more to an adult entertainment (minus porn adn strippers). this show is definitely an eye opener about current events and also to theatre enthusiasts. next stop... The Chilli Boy wait for my review then. and before anything, check out my version of FAQ on this show.



how does this whole show work?
basically, the audience will be asked for anything to start the games/shows. e.g. a situation, a place, a name, etc... all these info will be collected by Afdlin, the host, and then the actors are suppose to act out what is asked and demanded by the audience. so basically, of the show sucks, its the audiences' fault! simple! its all about participation...

is it scripted?
NO silly, this show aint scripted. all jokes and words comes out straight from the top of the actors' head. not much time to think. and mostly its all about how spontaneous they can get.

who was the best actor?
i would say actorS, cause Douglas and Afdlin was the bomb! they were so spontaneous that they made Razif run out of the building!... or maybe made Nik tear for a while.

can my innocent children watch this show?
honestly, i dont feel secure having my kids watch this show. firstly, its very straightforward and the things that made us laugh is about current events. teasing and kutuk-ing. i would feel it is more for young adults and older.

what was the famous topics the audiences chose?
HAH, glad you asked these question... there were 3... and they are... "Datuk K & Siti's wedding", Mawi & Dato Samy Vellu. Steve Irwin was a brief one but it was funny... but it wasn't nice Afdlin! Rest in Peace Croc Mate.

how was the crowd?
brilliant, sporting, fantastic and funny!

is it worth the money paid for?
to me, it worth every single penny/cent. you tell me, i went back with sore and numb jaws.










not forgetting... it was my mom's birthday during the show. glad i could spend time with her before and after the show. lots of love from your son! take care!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!





GOD BLESS!


A C T O R L Y M P I C S R O X X X ! ! !

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

too much time

yup, somehow i have too much time in my hand and i did something weird/funny/useless... check it out. take this as a point, what if someday, wooden man starts to take over our world. guess they will start doing things that we do... like aliens. this wooden man is actually what artist used to draw or sketch out movements/people. check it out...

Wooden Man Marathon?

Flying Wood?


W O O D Y M A N . . .

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

bodohnya!!

as i looked back at my past, i wonder, have i done anything stupid in life that i did not regret doing it. maybe i did, but i couldnt remember, but i know i surely did it before. its just peculiar that you know that it is stupid, but u still do it. more like it is ironic. then why would i do it? well, follow your heart and listen to it. cause if you didnt do it at all... you might just feel uneasy with yourself and live in denial like forever. may it be feelings, actions or thoughts... just let it out. open yourself to everything. friends or people will surely say that you are stupid... but who will be the most satisfied one after doing it? myself... ourselves of course. so... let everything out, keeping everything inside oneself might just destroy and blow up. as long there is an understanding between both parties at times... that would be the icing on the cake. express yourself... cause life is too short to hold everything you think inside. dont bring your cravings, feelings, actions, etc into your coffin. you might just regret it for the rest of your life now and the after life. always remember that tomorrow is a day you will never know if you might see it. and because of that... do something stupid / bodoh / baka. enjoy the moments of stupidity that you wanted, not moments of stupidity when you dont want it. best of luck! =O)

S T U P I D I T Y !

Friday, August 25, 2006

it was hard earned...!

today is my final day at VIBEScomm. it was one helluva experience of working as a designer in an agency. from late nights on my very first day (till 12.30am!!) to countless jobs to be completed... it was worthwhile!... seriously. learnt a lot from these 4 days. what do clients expect, want and need. also found out how we should do our work, which involves steps that i didnt know. always thought that if a design can be done with Photoshop alone... and let it be. but no, most of the files that will be sent to printers are normally in Illustrator (.AI) files and in CMYK color mode. RGB is normally used for graphics in the Internet. well, VIBES is really interesting, with hyperactive colleagues to PowerMac G5s...! haha! got too excited that i have my own G5 to work on the jobs. haha! many thanks to my Art Director, Kelvin; Copyrighter, Andrew (so happens to be a BBian, my senior of course), Shereen (another senior from BB, she was in Form 6), Boon, Shasha, Victoria and also Shuks. thanks a bunch Shuks for giving me this opportunity, owe u one yeah! in layman's term,


THANK YOU GUYS!! IT WAS A PLEASURE WORKING WITH ALL OF YOU!


back to reality... yeah, reality bites! back to college!! sigh... well, gonna make full use of my experience now... and prove to... lecturers? (haha!) what i am really capable of! huhhh! ok ok, enough of crapp now. and yeah, gonna help out Jo Ann with the slide show. so... back to reality! *sails away*



R E A L I T Y B I T E S ! !

Sunday, August 20, 2006

the week after this, tomorrow...


starting from tomorrow, Monday, 21st August 2006, 9am... i will be working as a part timer/stand-in Graphic Designer at VibesComm, located at Bukit Damansara only for a week... why? cause their full time GD is on-leave for a week. working hours are 9am - 6pm, but i'll have to work and travel to college all at the same time, whereby my schedule is based on my college timetable. will be staying at mom's house for the whole week... that reminds me i have not told her bout this job. haha. also i will not be staying at Cyber for the whole week, no... just one day i will be at Cyber, wednesday night... cause me class is at 9 the next day. *pheww* gonna be a tiring week for me, cause of the distance i will be travelling. well, its gonna be an experience for me, working and studying at the same time. maybe i might like it, maybe i will not like it. it all depends on how are things for that 1 week. i am now just collecting my thoughts about next week. have to arrange my time so perfect that it will not affect my studies and also work.


also, next saturday i will be helping out Jo Ann with her church's slideshow... as they wiill be having a church concert... oh God, i'm gonna be so busyy!! woahhhhhhhhhhhh! probably gonna be the most challenging week in my life till date. hahaha! will i be able to cope with all these?... or will i break down. cross my legs and hope to survive. wish me luck ppl! i hope i will have time to blog... (not that i do it often nowadays too huh?) hahahaha! till then... cheerio!

V I B E S C O M M . . .

Monday, August 7, 2006

l-o-u

a friend of mine recently told me something pretty ironic and fascinating. i was told that when you spell out my surname L-O-U, it rhymes with I Love You.

L-O-U, I Love You




ironic? or just plain weird. to me, it sounds more like I OWE U. haha! ;)
i L O v e U

Thursday, August 3, 2006

a new chapter...

...a new semester, a new set of modules, a new time table and a more determine me. yup, im in my final year at LUCCT.yup, 1 more year here... and i would have another year more overseas. and by the time i graduate... i would be 26?? farking hell... LoL!

only have like 4 modules this sem... but still classes everyday. a bit more relaxed compare to last year. well, i will be aiming for a better result this sem as i have more time and was also disappointed at a few modules result. was expecting better but turned out at par. sigh... need to kick my CGPA's ass sky high!! my first class of the semester was a letdown, lecturer didnt turn up! wtf...

well, life is pretty alright with me. holidays was great. was working for R.AGE's SPirit of Melaka event. was a fun outing, but was burnt while working... yup, burnt.. red... crab.. lobster... face... Melaka is freakishly hot and humid! made a couple of new friends duringthis event. perfect for my growing circle of friends. haha! well, just a shout out to my new friends... Jason N., Jason L., Avril, Nigel, Jien Sze (i have no idea how to spell your name man), Yin Wei and another girl, sorry i forgot your name. hehe. also met a former junior at high school, Desmond. also to the staffs of D'Jungle People... you guys rock! shout out to ya'll! we shall celup more satay and slurp more cendol aightsss...! not forgetting our 2 nite chill out bar... GEOGRAPHER. Jason L... bila mau stout+beer again la??!! haha. overall, it was pure fun plus work during that weekend. =O)

Jusco Equine Park in Sri Kembangan is opened... visited that mall... its ok... nothing much to shout about... something like, IOI, SUmmit, Klang Parade. small and compact. since Jusco opened, the area around it developed so much that we have a Chinese hawker restaurant open just opposite Jusco. sweeeeeeet.... two thumbs up for PORK! yea... we have PORK right now! woo hooooo! haha!. sorry if i ter-offend any non pork consumers out there. thousand apologies. =O)

update on friends...

Amliy - still the usual makcik but getting more whiny... will teach u Illustrator OK... sabarrrr!!
Noreen - ah nvm, she didnt have time for me. ;P
Nova - somebody ain't single anymore... you go girl!
Jolene - still struggling with assignments... chillllllllll...
Pei Ping - wassup with your ex laaaa... sounded so stressed up only... u also... chilllllllllll... call me go yum cha k. ;)
Emma - part time wife, full time gf... and student... lets work our socks off this sem OK... thank you for your cooperation.
Nik - watch your weight! foosbola improved i see...
Ira - still addicted to food...
Nita - alcohol does make a difference.
William - new hair, new car, new computer??
Jack - same wishes for this sem as me. my new snooker kaki.
Aleesya - dah kahwin ke belum ni....!?!?
Jo Ann - workaholic + gastric = Jo Ann
Aaron - still that blardy alcoholic i know since sem 1...
Gi - you straight like a metal ruler or a wooden ruler, Mr Film?? sundance mann!!
Val - you penang?? H_LL_L_J_H
Apek - next time must wear mask while playing foosball with you... pai seh leh... hehee.
the rest that i know... thank you for being patient. take care. =O)


H I G H H O P E S & B E I N G A M B I T I O U S .

really now?


Edmund, you find love in a Mischievous Meeting

A foreign affair with an exotic stranger. A surprise weekend getaway with your long-time love. These are the fantasies that fill your daydreams. When it comes to romance, your imagination and sense of adventure are in the driver's seat. You have a zest for life that welcomes spontaneity with open arms, and you look for a partner who has the wit and wiles to keep up with you...or to lead the way, as long as you're tripping the light fantastic together.

While you love mystery and mischief in your romantic encounters, you're also not afraid to make a commitment to someone. You just make sure that keeping it interesting, passionate, and fun are high on their agendas, too. And that doesn't sound mischievous to us at all.



Y O U T E L L M E . . .

Sunday, July 9, 2006

alive and kicking

hi friends...
i'm alive..
and kicking...
jsut dont have internet to update me blog...
so...
yes...
im alive...
my blog is alive....
by the way...
its World Cup month...
made me even busier...
no matter what...
im still alive...
and kicking...
another thing....
is..
Italy is gonna win...
the World Cup...
so i aint buying the jersey now...
gonna wait for the FOURTH star to be on the shirt...
then will buy it...
why?
why Italy?...
cause they won the WC in the year i was born...
isnt it nice to have WC on your birth year?...
anyway....
take care all..
and the Italians..
are kicking the French Cock's backside...
blardy chickeng backside...
cocky...
NATO...
No
Action
Talk
Only
now...
enjoy the World Cup...

F O R Z A I T A L I A ! ! !

Friday, June 9, 2006

DONE DEAL!

its a done deal! everything is finished!! wooo hoooo!! just hope i wont get any calls or emails from lecturers in the upcoming week, if i do.... strictly bad news!! i dont want any more re-submissionsss!!... please? =O)

had been a crazy month for me i say. just only last week, the best buds and friends headed down to Hard Rock Cafe to celebrate Kay's birthday. it was supposed to be a surprise... and guess who spoilt it... yours truly. nothing to be proud of but i seriously totally forgot bout it. first, i was sitting outside HRC chilling... then Jolene messages me and said, "thanks you for sitting outside." lol. i was like... whats wrong? i even told them to hurry up. and then, i bummed into them coming into HRC, as they used the side entrance and i came in by the main entrance. after Jolene said something to me... only that i realised that i just spoilt the suprise! what a dumbass! sigh... potong steam rite me? jackass. lol. anywya, Amy, Am, Jasmine, Sitha, and Peggy were at the dinner too. so we sat down and made our orders. the waiter was such as ass... showing attitude and all. pissed me off a little though.fuck hole. had a great dinner and then, there was the cake. a birthday cake that later we found out that Amy actually baked it and brought it to HRC. so, the waitress asked, "who are the birthday fella"... and i saw Amy pointing at Kay and ME!!! me?!?! my birthday was a long time ago... how could this be. so, i had no excuses and Kay and me had to stand on the chair, while holding the cake. *EMBARASSING* so they sang the Happy Birthday song as we were higher than the skies in HRC. furthermore, the cake placemat was shaped of a HEART!! Omg, how gay can that be?!?!?! hahahaha! so, after HRC we wanted to go clubbing. Passion was too high class for us at that time, no jeans and sneakers and slippers and what nots. Beach Club had cover charge of RM35. in the end, we went to Heritage Row and ended up at Mojo.my friend was spinning there so decided to chill and drink and dance there. bought 2 jugs of beer. Kay and me had a single tequilla shot, my treat. and at the stroke of midnight, my DJ friend announced Kay's birthday to the whole club... and Kay had to down half a glass of Skyy Monsoon... my treat as well. his face turned weird like he just ate fresh lemon! lol. it was sambucca and some vodka thingy. hahahaha! Kay and Jolene treated me a liquor jelly... sucked through the straw. it was nice actually. hahaah. thanks guys... and hoped you guys had a great time... all of you!! =O)

a night before this, Aaron, Nik, Aneh, Singh, Dominic, Kuda, Clement, Emma and me were at this drinking party at Aaron's house. it was nuts. Kuda, Singh and me had our birthdays in May, me on the 21st and the other 2 on the 20th and 22nd. pretty cool huh? our first birthday shot was a mixture of vodka mandrin, whiskey, beer, and tequilla... in a shot glass. woahhhhh!!... the after taste left was tequilla. kicking!! had whiskey coke and beer the whole night... while playing the drinking game. Kuda was the first to get knocked out. Emma was the last... puked her guts out. poor girl.. had it coming. thank God Clement was there to take care of his chiq. stubborn oh this Emma, when shes drunk. cursing lagi. hahahha! the bad part was she puked blood... not good Emma... but at least you were fine the next day. thank God. no more ok?? you better listen to your big brother here! hehehe. =O)

all in all, the weekend was nuts, 2 nights of drinking in a row... but the bottom line is... I HAD FUN! and hope ALL OF YOU TOO! this weekend is gonna be havoc too... bestfriend Amy's and bestbuddy Nik's birthday. i actually have a party to attend later tonight, thanks to Nik who forced me to go. hope it will be fun... just like last weekend. still thinking how to celebrate his birthday though... hehee.

till the next time i get stoned and drunk... cheerio! have a fun drunky weekend to all of you now. cheers!


H A L U C I N A T I O N . . .

what she thinks...

this is what my bestfriend thinks about me... lol. enjoy. sayang, love ya loads too. bestfriend forever ya! =O)


EDMUND LOU

happy bday to my sayang edmund....mwahh mwahh mwahhh love hug and kisses from me!!!!!
this old man is my bestfren which i knew him for quite sumtime oredi..if is not bcos of starbucks and peggy,i dont know how am i supposed to find this kind of budak bengong like him!!hahaha!!i remembered da first time i met him in bux where he was sitting at da table drinking only i sejuk and smoking while reading his "boring" story book!!wah...at 1st so sombong but handsome for chinese guys lah..haha!!den da ice breaking session begins..it was a bit slow cos he was shy i guess..haha!!ya rite...den we started to became so close whereby he will always buat muke tak malu lepak in starbux waiting for his gf which is now ex-gf....den go lepak for yum cha..den do some charity work for us by helping da barista's cleaning up for closing....haiya..he will always be there lah in starbux taipan....got no other things to do ka??
den when peggy left ....he became my good and only fren which i spend alot of time with..he is da guy where i kutuk alot with...he is also a person who will always be da middleman everytime i fought with mokh or kay...he is also my taxi driver..hahaha!!where he will pick me up to go anywhere we want to go...he will share he thoughts and ideas with me..he is a very artistic man and he loves to design and keep loads of weirdo stuff in his room...he helped me a lot with my studies especially da time where i juz started my architecture course..nearly forgot about his sarcasm....sometimes cannot tahan cos so langsi at times..walaweyy...edmund is my smoking buddy where i will always pow his rokok!!hahah F.O.C ya!!..he is da man where he knows most of my problems.....basically last time..before he goes to LUCT..we spent our time mostly everyday!!!can u juz believe it until some people thought dat we are going out in a relationship!!hahah!!!so eeewwwwwwwwwwwww.......
thing has changed when he when to luct whereby we hardly meet up like last time..but we still meet up atleast once a month......honestly speaking..i love this guy so much and i will always be there if he needs me....he is da best best and da most bestest guy fren which ive ever made in my life...same goes to kay.....
so dear..happy birthday and thank you for being a nice fren to me and god bless u!!mwahhhh





A D O R A B L E A M L I Y

Monday, May 22, 2006

2 4

yup, the dreaded number that speaks a whole lot about me... wait, more like represents me... my AGE!! *screams* anyway, yeah, im proud to be 24 this year. old... thats me. im old. how sad? not really... happy bout it. mature is the better word. well, most of you would be asking me what did i do on my birthday huh? what i can say is... NOT MUCH! *lol* yeah, i was in Cyber on the eve of my birthday. the night before, i was crazy enough to find my "Special Bestest Friend" all the way in Malacca. yeah, 1 and a half hour journey.. but it was WORTH it i say. its been a while since i met her. so... it was special. but the worst part was... she mistook my birthday for 20th, instead of 21st... some "SBF" you are dear! *lol*, kidding. really appreciate what you did that night, and im sorry for the consequences you have to face after that night. forgive me baby... and also thank you for the birthday card... very sweet and nice. =O)

back to my birthday... on the eve, i went to Mid Valley with Clement and Emma, had dinner at Kiku Zakura and after that, headed back to Cyber. watched 2 movies, The Ringer and Analyze That. good movies! from spastica to a mob movie. lol. on my birthday, had dinner with my bestfriend Amy, Am, Kay, Jolene and Peggy. ate at Naili's. service sucks. but of course the night was fun. memorable too. hehe. after dinner, met up with Nik at the driving range. gave me a bottle of wine and a card. good buddies forever man. had 50 balls to whack each, and then Aaron and Ane came. drinking wine while golfing. how funn! lol. went over to Pan Bakery after that to have something light to eat, chit chat, talk cock, and we headed home after that. and thank God i rememebered to bank in my cheque. hehe.

well, if you some up what i did, it really spells out O.L.D. being a couch potato, golf, wine... arrghhhh... the list goes on. hahahha! dont worry guys, your time will come. like what Nik wrote in the card, "Don't worry About How old you are, we're caTching Up to you, Aight!". sum them up and you get ____________ (fill in the blanks in the blank space).

jokes aside, i would love to say a HUGE THANK YOU to ALL my friends & relatives whom called, messaged, msn-ed, chatterbox-ed, etc... me for the well wishes. extra love to those whom sang a birthday song for me. there you go. you guys rock my world and i am nothing without all of you. LOVE you guys to the core!!! hugz and kisses! take care and God bless... =O)

D A H T U A ! ! !

Thursday, May 11, 2006

B Z - hate these 2 letters


yeah, busy busy busy... thats the word to desribe me for this whole month. i've got 5 more final assignments to complete. 2 down... 5 to go. later is gonna be my presentation for Digital Imaging II. lets cerita sikit bout my work. my concept would be 'How technology is killing us humans'. from here, i have combine cyborg type of robotic steels and wires into a human... and that would be ME! muahaha! yeah, will post up the picture and please comment ya. the original idea was accepted but the final outcome was rejected because the picture wasnt strong enough and the message couldnt be conveyed at a higher level. what's the message you ask? the message is conceptualized as 'How technology is killing mother nature's beauty'. and yes, all my hard work down the drain. but that of course didnt bring me down. i managed to finish up the second idea, and i really thank myself and God for that. yeay... its completed... next completed work would be Graphic Design II, using InDesign. it is a newsletter and my company would be a gym. just a simple 8 page newsletter.. with information and pictures all about the gym cum fitness center.

next week's submission would be Web Technology whereby we have to redesign the whole website for 'Yayasan Pembangunan Usahawan Terengganu' (YPU). to me, i think the website looks alright overall, but the links are just too many... and its everywhere. so yeah, and i only have done the main page!! i have to do the WHOLE site!! arghhhhhh! sigh.... all in all, i have Complementary Studies (Adobe AfterEffects), Interactive Design (Flash), Digital Animation (3DMax) and video (Adobe Premiere). woah.... that is one helluva long list...

on the brightside, thank you Nova, for replying the long lost email. hehehe. appreciate your time to reply it, and i promise not to take so long to reply it k. hehe. also, D2Fame's website is up and running, just got the video to complete. check it out at www.d2fame.com .

alright, gotta run, but before i sign out, enjoy 'how technology is killing us' by me...! lol

B Z B Z B Z B Z . . .



Wednesday, May 3, 2006

Birthday wish to...



EMMANUELLA CLAUDIA C.M. aka Emma, Petunia, Siti Melur, Emy, Weirdorella... Happy Birthday my long-lost-just-found sister!! haha! wishing u a very Happy 20th Birthday!!
well, the pity part would be that my 'sister' here is sick... right before her birthday... well, looks like you celebrated your friend's birthday so extreme that it made you sick on your special day! haha! dont worry, all is well, you got Nita and me here to take care of you... thanks Nita! hehe. well, this girl here is one of my first few friends in LUCT. and through her, i met MORE and MORE people. so you guys think shes that happening huh? not really... only her friends... tumpang glamour la bak orang kata. muahahha! recently became my sis... i duno how... pet/God/step sister... you can call it whatever you want. think i was promoted from BFF to BRO la... hmmm... betul bah?
well, my syok-sendiri friend...you better be doing your assignments... dont be too left behind... or you will never make it to the front, also knowing that i am A step ahead of you... heheh. come on...! buck up! go continue Flashing your granny... i mean.... animating your 'granny' in Flash...!
hope you get well soon... dont be too confused between "numbers"... you know what i mean... cars... HAH, there you go...! hehe. get well and WORK! party pooper kan... SO?! muahahahah! happy birthday again and God bless. *Hugz*

H A P P Y B I R D D A Y ! !

May, month of submissions...

yup, May is gonna be the busiest month in college... got all my subjects' final projects to hand in... sigh! ive gotta like hand in my digital imagin project next week. and the following weeks would be the other subjects. looks like no partying or drinking or funning (wtf) till everything is settled and over! so far, graphic design is almost completed, the rest... its about time to start to do something!! come on Edmund... you can do it...!! woo hooooo!! sleepless month = May...

i recently told my mom that i dont wanna do anything on my birthday... cause of the reason above... but she sorta wanted to have a small poolside bbq at her place. will jsut wait and see how things goes, ok mom? love you.

when i thought i have finally completed the website... NOOOooo... there are still changes... to the video i did... sigh... at least the rest are all completed... just have to upload the files to the server. leaflet is done too. really glad about that. the website will be up too. will create a post just for it. hahaha.

till then... workaholic signing out...! =O)

S L E E P L E S S N I G H T S . . .

Monday, April 24, 2006

Birthday wish to...



NOREEN MARIA! haha! its her birthday today... 24th april... and shes a year older and she is 23 this year... ooops, did i mentioned your age? anyway... many happy returns of the day to you. shes my laling's laling... which makes us all lalings. wtf?!? LoL! hope u had a bash of a time and lets hope you stay the same... (come on noreen, we need changes from you! you are getting boring laa! giddy up mate!)

we sort of had a long history as friends. she was my bestfriend's bestfriend at that time, and also till now. lets summarize everything briefly now... dont be embarassed ya, birthday girl... hehe.

- became close friends after seeing her hanging around at Amy's place... no home ka?
- the last bday gift from me was i think a shot of Black Russian? was it? homemade mind you...
- without me, her tongue wouldnt have a hole now...
- without her, i wouldnt have my tongue pierced...
- thanks for bringing me and my friends to one of JB's finest... nasi lemak stall?
- she kidnapped my tazmanian devil... and named it Tazzy! wtf... its a male!!
- and btw, its missing now... no idea where is it now... *sob sob*
- it was both of us whom almost got Amy paralysed in shock.... TWICE!
- SS2 tim sum was chun!
- left for Melbourne without saying goodbye... idiot!
- we just cant stand the sight of each other...
- all in all.. shes a good friend, not lovable, but huggable... not stare-able, but look-able...

take care babe! hope to see you soon for more thrash talking... haha! *huGz*

H A H A H A H A H A ! ! !

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Life's a beach... Ya Mannn...!!

Mamutik Tribal Beach Party @ Mamutik Island, Kota Kinabalu
Mamutik Island, Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.
29th April, 2006

Be part of the 1st ever beach party of 2006 in Kota Kinabalu as the Tunku Abdul Rahman Park on the beautiful island of Mamutik is turned into a marathon party venue. Locals and tourists from all over are turned into 24-hour party people with house, techno, trance, r 'n' b, drum and bass, and chillout sessions from DJs Orpheus aka Atama, Sapa2Yoe, E-Flex, Raheem, Charlie, Jai and host, Uncle John aka Pimp Warrior. The itinerary also includes BBQs, bikini and jetty diving contests, a tribal sunset ritual and after-party come down movies.

Life's a beach!

RM180/person for a 1D/1N package (limited to 300 pax). Tickets are available at BB Cafe and Beach Bums Restaurant in Tanjung Aru. For info, call 016-832 6202, 016-558 2206, 016-995 5715 or 016-811 7881, or log onto www.mamutikexperience.com




wow, i was surprised when i came across this party at Juice's newsletter update in my email. Mamutik is a super nice island... and of course that yours truly here was there! yeay! not really populated with people, is the 'special-ness' of this island. and also Nik and Me drank beer at this very island.... not on shore... in the SEA! LoL.
this party sounds really cool... and im sure most Sabahans will be there... and to name a few that i know... haha...there are quite a number of Sabahan friends i have there and i aint gonna list them down. if you guys go... cerita sikit sikit with me bah. now, look for yourself the island... (note: it was monsoon season therefore the sand was filled with lotsa sticks and wood... and the sea was freaking rough... just the way i like it... LoL.)




Saturday, April 22, 2006

Redzone Tour 2006

here are some pictures from the quite long ago Redzone Tour at Sepang F1 Village... feat. ATB, Tall Paul and blablabla... taken from my handphone... enjoy...


Laser Lights









T R A N C E I S A L M O S T I T . . .

stressed out, worked up, burnt out...

yeah, i took a long 'be right back' cause had been really busy lately. so much work to complete in college and also my freelance job. finally, the freelance website is finishing but there is another external work for it, creating a leaflet sort of thing for it. hmmm... busy busy busy!

still very left out with my 3D animation at college. havent start a single thing with it, well if you include scanning the character a good job, then i am on the right track, just really slowwwwww! other subjects are doing fine... right on track and ready to complete it. just wish me all the best then! hehe.

would like to thank my "sister" Emma for letting me hog her PC for the past 3 days. was using it to download videos and editing it. all for the website thingy. THANKS A LOT SIS!

was at Asia Cafe last nite with Emma, Nik, Nita and Sam.had dinner and some foosball. man, i suck at it already. cant do my pull shot already. sigh... well, this is the consequence for not practising and playing it with heart i guess. Lol.

gonna meet up with Gerald, the website owner later at ss15 for some last minute changes.... AGAIN! haha. well, for any of those people reading this, if you guys have functions and need dancers... you can hire Gerald and his team of dancers at D2Fame for really good dancing and entertainment. will put up the website when it is ready for sure.

also gonna meet my mom later. its been like ages since i met her. she just came back from China a few days ago and as usual, she wants to see me. ditto. miss you mom! c ya soon ya! =O)

D 2 F A M E R O X ! !

Tuesday, April 4, 2006

oopsie.. brb..

just did some survey or better known as TEST... was sent to me by Putra... all of a sudden... well, its about what is my TRUE COLOUR... and the result.... is BLACK


"Your color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is second to none. This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance, impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little softness — trust us, it won't kill you. Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement, which means it's clearly the color for you."

woah hell.. gtg now. going to Kelana Jaya pasar malam with Nik and no idea who else... continue updates later... ciaoz!


P A S A R M A L A M ! ! !

Friday, March 31, 2006

Ronaldo's answer to Ronnie

have a good laugh... first i had Purplelinho, then i had Ronaldinho, now... Ronaldo's turn. its a nice and joking way to hit back at Ronnie's PingPong soccer... check it out...



N I C E O N E R 9 ! ! !

the reason behind it...

how did i get myself into a situation whereby i am so broke that i cant imagine it myself? well, started off pretty bad....

my car was giving me problems... there was like cracking sounds coming from the front tyre. when i fixed it, it cost me RM240! the crank shaft pully was worn out, and also some belts. brake pads were wearing out.. but didnt change that coz dont have enough dough for it. yeah.. 240 flew there... and the best part was... i didnt pay it. thanks to Nicole... she paid it for me. and then came the rave party... over budgeted and spent an extra RM50... also Nicole's money. finally i paid her Rm300 in total last week. and that is how i got myself so broke... bad evaluation and budgeting! gonna learn my lesson from now on. dont wanna feel this way anymore! ... ANYMORE!!!

and now, to make things worst... my license plate is GONE... AGAIN! thanks to the flood in cyber... my plate broke off again! it is gonna be my 4th time changing it... and surely i am not going back to the same shop near my house to fix it again! lousy workmanship!!! crappy!! i also owe Emma RM60 now... coz she bought my contact lens for me. thanks Emma!... and Nicole! definite lifesavers!!

i've got class later at 2.30... and wont be staying in Cyber for the weekend. will be going to Segamat on Sunday for Cheng Beng, with my dad and bro. will also be meeting up with Michelle later tonight... and also a movie with Pei Ping on Saturday!! money... mana?!?!? gonna dig deep now... hmmmmphhhh!! by monday... i should have money.. hopefully.... thankfully!

i doubt i will be blogging for the next few days... as i will be at home in Sunway... internet tak ada... so, enjoy the video clip from www.youtube.com that i glued on here... cause its farking funny, playing a prank on Ronaldinho's Ping Pong football. maybe i should download the original one as well. then you guys can compare... aight? have fun then...!



P I N G P O N G S O C C E R . . . ! !

Purplelinho



Purplelinho imitating a Ronaldinho...


no new boots...
no new fur...
just a blue man...


to make things ALL real...!!


P U R P L E L I N H O !

on being penny-less... & surviving...

for this entire week, i had only like a couple of bucks to last me... and i was already thinking about what to eat and keep my energy and spirits up for the whole week. well, the plan was... have milo in the morning... skip lunch, maggi mee for dinner and some biscuits for supper. yup, that was the plan. and then, came Nita... who owes me Rm20. yeay! she paid me back... thanks darling! before i can get all happy about the RM20 + a couple of bucks... it was all gone by today. RM10 went to McD's for dinner the other night at Alamanda and another RM10 went to futsal yesterday night. yeah, i would pay to get myself healthy. and for now, it is back to plan A... maggi, biscuits and junk food. this afternoon... i had nuggets... went over to E-25-A to fry it. hell yeah i cooked the whole blardy pack! shared with Jack and Emma. good shit and maggi for dinner just now. my maggi is not the plain and ordinary type... of course i had to put some crabsticks and meat balls in it. i need meat u know!! and also i miss crabsticks. the best meal till now is still the McD. though on another eventful day... that i think i ate the most, being broke and all... that i had spaghetti at E-25-A and also soup ekor & rice right after that. thanks Fariz for spending me. *malu*shy*

well, recently, my bicycle has been the hit/new toy in town... whereby it was rode by everybody at E-25-A!! not joking. it was that eventful spaghetti and soup ekor night. of everybody... Ira enjoyed the most... went round and round and round and.... having a bike here in cyber is useful... you can goto the shops to buy stuff from block E, as was portrayed by Jack this afternoon... can also cycle to E-25-A instead of walking. hmmm.... now im really appreciating the bike! my mission is still to cycle to Uni onefine day, no sun, windy day. you wait ppl... im gonna park my bicycle in the Proton showroom!! oh yes, my bicycle is a Proton T-Blaze. and yes, Proton do make bicycles nowadays. damn... you guys are so behindddddddd....!! LoL!


Proton T-Blaze_01 Proton T-Blaze_02



hmmmm, the owner is chasing my ass for the hse rent for March. but i can only get my money in april... wait k.. Mr Jas.... i will pay... relax... chill.... dammit... hes gonna chop my ass for sure when he sees me on the streets...!! aikssssss!!

and also... i would like to curse that bastard that caused a friend of mine all the injuries shes suffering now. at one point, she had a neck brace on... lying on the hospital bed... and now.. coughing blood. now that is purely cold hearted you arse hole! you heard me... you are gonna lay in HELL forever man...!! sick fuck that hurts women/girls/females! rot in HELL BIATCH!! i just wish i know where you farking live right now... maybe a wheelchair will suit you for LIFE! UP YOURS!!

now, thats what you call anger management..... a farking bad one. but come on... wouldnt you guys agree with me on what that fuck head did???!!? for Christ sake.....

G O D B L E S S M Y F R I E N D . . .

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Net Hack Monster... wtf?!?!?

.....+.
.).e+/.
....%..
If I were a NetHack monster, I would be a floating eye. I see and sense absolutely everything that happens around me. I just don't do very much about it.
Which NetHack Monster Are You?


honestly, what is a Net Hack Monster?...


H M M M M M M . . . . .

JoNohari?!?!

Johari Window


The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingham in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness. By describing yourself from a fixed list of adjectives, then asking your friends and colleagues to describe you from the same list, a grid of overlap and difference can be built up.


http://kevan.org/johari?name=eDmUNdLOu




Nohari Window


The Nohari Window is a challenging inversion of the Johari Window, using antonyms of the original words. By describing your failings from a fixed list of adjectives, then asking your friends and colleagues to describe you from the same list, a grid of perceived and unrecognised weaknesses can be explored.


http://kevan.org/nohari?name=eDmUNdLOu


B E H O N E S T ! !

qSv... not just a name...


qSv_01
qSv_02
qSv_03





so... what say you guys on my new logo? its part of my final project... to create and design a logo for my company... of course named qSv Inc. pls... dont ask me what it stands for... it is just something i came out with when i was in high school. which do you guys think is the best amongst the 3 logo. pls choose one.. dont say that they are all ugly/unsuitable/not nice/blablabla. ok? help me out here k. the significance behind it is that it is related or have traces of Maori tattoing and also extreme sporting action ie bungy jumping. really appreciate your time and honesty ya. thanks guys... =O)



q S v I n c .

Monday, March 27, 2006

what a feeling...

Straitjacket Feeling by The All-American Rejects





Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell,
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
with a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me again,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
It falls away

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me again,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Saturday, March 25, 2006

apologiess.....

yes yes, i know, i have not been blogging for a very long time. and yes, i will start now. ok guys? lol...


last friday was really fun, went for the Redzone rave party at Sepang F1 Village. it was awesome man! the music was good and the drinks... hah... wat more can i say bout the drinks. got myself a starter drink, which cost me RM25, a cup of whiskey... steam oh! then later on that night... we opened a bottle of JD that only cost us RM250! blardy cheap. y JD? cause it was either JD or Smirnoff... so whiskey it is! went there with WIlliam, Eugene and Nicole. then we met up with WIlliam's godbrothers and sisters. later on then was Emma, Nita, Sam, Yasser and their friends. and as usual, we finished the bottle there itself... even brought it home! lol! wooahhh, the marlboro chiqs was like.... farking hotttt..... dressed in RED leather/pvc pants! now those are HOT PANTS! hehe. bought Marlboro ciggies that came with a limited edisi lighter in a special box. collector's item mar. the part that made me so angry and piss was that my ciggie was stolen... and then the box... and then the lighter... pukimak! so decided to get myself a new set. grrrrrr! and later, found out that Yasser took my ciggies... dude... you owe me a pack now man!! make it dunhill aight?!?!? i'll ask EMma to remind u! was high and tipsy that nite...as usual... nothing new to me... more like the only way for me to layan the music.
the laser lights was superb!! farking chunted!! fireworks were lighted 3 times, beginning, middle and the end of the party. wooooo hooooo!! awesome shit man!! so much better than celebrations at KLCC! lol! well, this party is more like a warmup before Tiesto the following night... too bad i didnt go... not that of a big fan and also the ticket was too heavy for me... RM65. so the next night, instead of going for TIesto... i went to Cynna Bar.
went with Ann, picked her up from cyber and went to my mom's place for dinner and a little talk.... Synergy Worldwide. blablablablalbalblsblalbalbalblablblablaablablabablabalba... my bro and his gf was there too. then, we were off to Cynna... met up with Ira, Nita, Sam, Fariz and Tasha there. then came Nik, Ong, Aneh and AAron. i was more caught up with the party at the Loft, few doors away freom Cynna... as they were having a MercedesBenz Tag Heuer kinda party... chiqs was deliciousssssss!! sigh.... but still, Cynna is waiting for me... gotta go noww...!
on that nite, we had like 3 bottles, 2 Chivas' and a bottle of Vodka Kurant. FINISHED!!! being in Cynna, compared to Redzone... i couldnt feel the bass beats at Cynna... it was weak, what more it was a closed area. at Redzone, open aired but the sound system was superbbb!! felt it right through me. it was mellow and slow at first for me at CYnna, but when the drinks kicked in... hard-on!! lol!! all four girls were gone! drunk! talking shits and acting strange.... especially Ann. started being really friendly with the people behind us, and also other GIRLS! hahaha! teman her to the washroom... not that nice at all... i was pee-ing and all of a sudden.. i heard my name being called out... first i tohught i was imagining things... but hell NO! she was actually calling me! dammit! thank God Nik and Aaron came too. later, found out why she called me... her shoelaces were UNDONE!! wtf mannnn!! had to tie it for her la... haiyah.... drunkards nowadays. LOL! Ira's name was called out twice by the DJ altough i only heard it once. hehe. ohh, Joey G was spinning at Cynna too. he was at Redzone too. he is gooooooodddd! good shit...left Cynna around 3am... had to sober up first at the mamak so i can drive the drunkard home. only both of us going back to cyber. so sad. thank God there were no roadblocks so we arrived safely. sent Ann to her apartment, and the best part was that was still able to walk! obviously not straight but at least i dont have to carry her right? hehehe. reached home the same time as 3 of WIllliam's godbros... Danny(lorong), Momo and another one. dont remember their names.
during those 3 days and 2 nites...the whole house smell like herbs! lol! non stop... i didnt take any though. hehe. control boy, control .... the next day, i didnt go for F1. nik too. but william and a few godbros went la. i was broke and was farking tired... a little hangover too. dammit.... missed it this year as well... sigh... but its ok... everything is good... dammit... i missed F1!!! slept and woke up like late evening and i had class the next day. skipped the morning class though... but still went for the afternoon class. left a note for the godbros and godsis' thanking them for a brilliant 3d2n. the weekend was named Little Penang.. by me... after we had Mini KK months ago. well, our house never felt that noisy and happening in a long time... so... thanks guys!! you guys rockkkk!!

G O O D S H I T ! ! !

Saturday, March 11, 2006

internet is backkkkkkkkk!!!

yup, the title says it all... and that means.... i'm backkkkkk!!

LOL!



ermmm, but i dont have enough time to blog a lot... so.... just gonna make a wish...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO!!!!!

many happy returns of the day... and looking forward for your wedding day! but before that, engagement party ya dude! lol!


yup, now i gotta rush home for dinner with him and dad. will be going to Carey Island to eat... hmmm, i doubt its an island... prolly just a name... just like PUlau Tikus (yes Gi, its FULL of ratsssss, hence the name rite?!?) think bout it, no wonder the food there is so farking good! LOL!

till i come back.... LATERS!!

I N T E R N E T I S B A C K !

Thursday, January 12, 2006

i'm back, i'm back....!!

(in a thick jamaican accent) YA MANNNNNNN!!!!!

im back blogging... for now. haha. im actually in starbucks taipan using the wifi. as you all know, my house free wifi has blocked my blog from viewing... ask me why and i will answer you... DUNNNO! so, here i am... honestly, i have no idea where to start. maybe i can try starting from sabah? hehe...

SABAH
i was at sabah for christmas... as i stated earlier in my blog. well, just one word to describe my trip there... "ALCOHOL" yup, alcohol is so cheap there that we dontreally ask about the price, just order! especially beer... its just like water! prolly sabah's version of water though... sure is yummy... and if too much consumption of the 'water', you can get high... now thats a bonus i say! haha! besides drinking like every single day and night there, we also went to Pulau Mamutik... a more secluded and lonely island... that doesnt have much tourist there... THANK GOD! its a nice beach... but just that it was monsoon season... the water was a bit murky and dirty, all thanks to PUlau Gaya @ Pilak refugees hometown... LOL! oh, what i meant by 'WE' is Me, Nik, Ira and Nita. Nik, Ira and me even bummed into Russell at KLIA, and we were in the same flight! all i can say is that all hell broke lose in the plane... with Nik and Russell making pranks and joking like nobody's biz! haha. we stayed at Nita's house, just 5 mins from the AirAsia airport, at Tanjung Aru. Nita's parents was a fun and open lot. Palencia family rocks! haha!
just after we touched down, we were off to dinner... and coincedently, it was Nita's parents anniversary. now thats sweet and special! congrats uncle John and aunty Evelyn! had great western style food at a restaurant i dont remember what. after dinner, 4 of us went out to a pub called Upperstar. fun place i say. met a lot of Nita's friends as well. even met Amy's dad's former colleague, Douglas and Oliver. i could only recognise Douglas as i have not really met Oliver before. well, we clicked. so much fun to call it a night though. KK is a small place... and a nice place too. haha!
well, most of the time we would eat our meals at the yacht club cause Nita's parents are members there... and we dont have to pay... Nita just signs! hahah. reminds me of my club in Ipoh, RPGC, sign only! hehe. the second time we went to Mamutik was very interesting, as the wind was strong and the waves was rough. it was so windy at the island that nearly our hair flew off! Lol. we had a bumpy yet exciting ride back to KK from Mamutik... we were mostly thrown off our seats! hahah! im serious... the sea was that rough! but stupid me accidentally deleted the movie from my digicam! edmund you arse!!
i had no time to even buy any souvenirs! all i managed to buy was Ha Mai (dried prawns), a pair of xtra huge fork and spoon, Tenom coffee and white pepper seeds! also took back rocks from the island. and it was just 2 hours before our flght back to KL. im sorry guys, for not coming back with souvenirs... next trip ya! hehe.
the best part was that we even have a car to drive there, uncle John's Pajero! woooohooooo! sweet!! so we were mostly on our own most of the time. going here and there and there and here. oh ya... i was drunk at Cocoon Club cause we had 2 bottles of Black Label there. and yes... i PUKED in KK!! achievement! LOL! besides having a stupid girl in that club... i had a great time! hehe. so, bout this stupid girl. she was selling DUnhill's new wallet packs in Cocoon... so i bought 2 boxes, Lights and Menthol. Nik was chilling outside the club and that girl went up to him and said hi. then she told Nik to tell me that her name is Michelle... well well... how nice and sweet of her... well, maybe giving your number would be better aight?? doink! lol.
met a lot of new friends thre... if i can remember... here it goes... Everett, Javier, Eric, Oliver....dammit i forgot almost half of them! shytssss! hehe. i think i should rekindle their names when i go there again. i was thinking, my next trip there, i would be on top of Mt Kinabalu... i dont care. uncle John climbed that mountain 9 times already... and im gonna make my first with a plus, uncle's advises will be taken into thought!
well, yeah... thats my holiday Christmas trip to KK, Sabah... it was full of fun, joy, laughter, boredom, excitement, astonishments, highness... and everything good. and i would like to sign off with a trademark we created in KK.... (in a thick Jamaican accent...)

Y A M A N N N N N ! ! ! !