Thursday, September 29, 2005

for real?!?!

here i am in my blackhole where i learn a lot about multimedia and computers... i'm actually blogging!!! where is the lecturer? he came earlier and now i dont even see his batang hidung. told us about our project's progression and will be checking it later. knowing me, i am soooooooo left out in this class. lets hope my advantage of knowing how to use Flash helps!

ermm, liverpool and chelski played out to a goalless draw this morning. quite boring but exciting at the same time. liverpool could have gotten a penalty after Gallas handled the ball in the box. but hey, most referees are blind when it comes to that situation. maybe, football referees should switch careers to WWE wrestling and WWE referees should switch to football. come on, WWE refs are deaf, so it suits football cause these players talk too much! a football ref has the attribute of not being able to see and it goes so well wth WWE. think about it...

blogging sounds fun. but its always only at the beginning. if one doesnt blog for a day or two... the interest will just run out. maybe its only me. i had this blog once at Xanga, and look at it now. untouched and probably dead by now. even my chatterbox there is dead. that was how sad it is. well, theres always a new start to everything... a brand new beginning.... a new chapter in my life... a whole new start... honestly, i have no blardy idea where am i going with all these babblings!! is there such a word!?!

ermm, seriously, i have no idea what to do now... woah woah... lecturer's here. gotta go and will be right back... ciaoz!

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

yawwwwwwnnnnnnn....!

its 6.30pm and i just woke up. nowadays... my biological clock is screwed, so screwed that i just feel like... like... ahh, i dont know myself. im becoming like a friend of mine, Mokhiez, where he goes around with life like an OWL. sleeps in the day, wide awake in the night. firstly, blame those late night football matches. secondly, my... myself... that is so sad!

im currently waiting for William to return home and pass me my car back as i would be going to Alamanda, Putrajaya with Emma later. She wants to take pictures and i have no problem going there... i can even have my dinner there! instead of the same old boring fuck up food at Cyberia... namely La Tumis and the fucking mamak that i so want to beat up that skinny bastard for his attitude!!! woah, sorry for the vulgar-ness. all of a sudden so emo... =O)

lets think... how often do people act their own age? given a situation whereby your friends are all younger than you... think about it. to me, to start, i wouldnt be even mixing with the younger group of friends if i dont bring my age and thinking down to their level. not that their level of thinking and shits like that is bad and unappropriate... but i still have to go with their wavelength in order for me to able to communicate and things like that right? well, maybe i am wrong. maybe what my friend told me is right... act my age and dont be childish... wait a minute... childish?!?!? that is so wrong. nevermind that, everybody has their own way of thinking. i couldnt care less.

looks like everyday is a day filled with assignments and progressions for my final project. theres so much shit to do, so lil time all because of me. no worries, i'll make sure i will complete tomorrow's work by tonight. maybe i wont even sleep. hmmm, that sounded very familiar... not sleeping...

anyways, William is not back and i have no idea what is the plan now. whatever it is, im gonna sit (or lie) on my bed and wait. maybe i should take a shower while sitting (or lying) on my bed. mmmm, SHOWER it is! till later or next time or maybe... arghhhhhhh!!! *grumbles*